Monday, December 30, 2013


Hi assalamualaikum. Jom Heboh di Sungai Petani ? Yes, I was there, as a crew. With my masscomm seniors, 3 of them. They placed me at Bananana Land. Had so much fun with the kids. Oh God, I love kids, they are so adorable, tiny, so fluffy that I could eat them alive. Haha. That WOW moment for me is when all those peeps were crazy over celebrities. They pushed each other just to snap pictures, and I was like SERIOUSLY LA ? OH MY GOD ! Menakutkan. Celebrities di mana-mana sahaja and I stay calm most of the time when I have to communicate with them. Well since I don't really recognize new celebrities bak kata alip "semua stok muke Neelofa, nak dekat sama".Haha. "Kau berlagak diva or feeling artis eh Tasha?" A girl threw those words to me since she saw me siting with Alip, having a great, dramatic conversation while others? Snap pictures with those celebrities since they have chances. We are free to do whatever we want right ? Here some tips, if you want celebrities to notice you and treat you as a friend or as someone who he/she knows, say hi to them nicely and not by yelling "ah ah ah ah I minat you gila teruk sampai boleh mati kalau you tak tangkap gambar dengan I" Trust me, some of them, will please you first and make fun of you later. So sekali tu, when I was talking to Alip, buat dramatic kejap sampai berdiri. Then ada actor gagah, he was like "Youre so dramatic, hey tadi jaga booth mana?" and we have a short conversation. Kami berpeluang jumpa dengan mereka di kawasan makan and rehat mereka, so if you don't really make noises and give them spaces. They will be really thankful. So here I have some pictures of me working since I'm not really into "HEY MUST TAKE PICTURE WITH YOU OR I'M DEAD!!" to every celebrities I met but still, sesiapa yang memang begitu, I have nothing against you. Itu cara you. Selagi tidak menyusahkan kehidupan I, I will be just fine =)

Love, Tasha.

Friday, December 20, 2013

Throw out Vacation with my family

Hi peeps, found this in draft. Enjoy =)


We were there just to meet dad's clients and to shoot a video. Trust me, the daughter looked like Nora Danish and she's only 8 years old. Ahh ! Damn lucky. I spent most of my time there at Sarawak swimming. Yeay ! Sunburned ! I cut my hair at the client's saloon and now I have hair fringe. Dapat banyak kawan, peramah, ehem ehem and I really enjoyed I get the chance to speak Sarawak's slang ! Haha. A bit cacat for sure.


Cute boys and hot girls were like everywhere ! We went to the beautiful islands. Real good place to spend your day with your beloved. I love the breakfast I had there. The foods were so delicious that I'd rather stay there than Kuala Lumpur or Penang or Kedah. Even the tourists there agreed that Sabah is way better when it comes to foods!


Day one, Manila
So we reached Manila around 1500 and we had to line up and it took us like an hour for the process , bad service. The airport was like super small and since I have this siamies skin. Most of them thought I was a Philippian ! Haha. And the funny part happened at the airport was when the kakak kastam asked "where's your dad?" and I answered "itu dalam bagasi. Tak Nampak ?" Since they can't understand Bahasa and when she asked again "What's in your bags ?" and I answered with my dumb face "I am not bad girl, me good people come for holiday" It was fun ! Like seriously. You guys should really try. A poor country ! Jaga barang-barang anda, even kedai runcit biasa di sini ada guard jaga. Bayangkan betapa banyak kes rompak dan ragut di sini ? Depan hotel- hotel 5 bintang ada pengemis dan homeless peeps. A good Condo to stay if you are in Manila is Le'Mirage. Even kolam renang dia bawah bumbung =3

Day two
We tried to ride the "Jaitme" Sangat murah. Dia macam kereta panjang ala van.  We took MRT (something like our LRT) to Baclaran. Woahh. Best shopping place ever. They treated me like queen man !  They were really good in business and they are polite. ESDA is a place for you to shop for souvenirs, the mall is something like Pavilion in Malaysia.

Day three
Woke up at noon since I was too tired. We went to a park called "Ryzal" something. There was a museum and I took a lot of pictures and shot a lot of scenes there for Faizal's short film. The taxi in Manila was like so cheap. Had so much in STAR CITY ! It's like Genting Highlands in Malaysia. Abang-abang yang kerja di situ sangat comel dan gentle. Setiap kali habis permainan dan saya nak turun mesti mereka akan pegang tangan saya tolong saya turun =3 Rasa macam nak culik mereka dan jadikan mereka popular di Malaysia. They get paid for only RM7 a day. Kerja penat tapi hasilnya tidak berbaloi langsung. Anyway, I was craving for Malaysia's foods and then guess what ? I found Indon Mee at 7e. Bersyukur kepada Allah. Makanan yang halal di Philippine hanya boleh didapati di Barkathi, saya stay di Bartini. Take note okay guys ?`


Love, Tasha.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Felixia Yeap is an idol of mine

Didn't mean to "steal" her pictures. Feel free do click Felixia Yeap's blog =) She was a Playboy Bunny and now she is heading towards a better way of living life. To be honest. I feel insecure. She is not a muslim and she loves the hijab fashion. Alasan gadis berhijab tidak boleh bergaya? Itu semua alasan. Well I'm trying to be one of those hijabsters. It's easy to put on hijab but it's not easy to change their perceptions on you. Manusia, hati kotor. Sebilangan yang beriman sahaja yang berjaya jaga lidah dan hati, menghindarkan diri dari segala fitnah. Ramai yang memuji Tasha berhijab. Tapi sebilangan masih berfikiran negatif. Contohnya " You colourkan rambut you eh?" "Apa dah jadi dengan you? Dunia nak kiamat ke apa?" Sedaif Tasha sekalipun, Tasha berfikir sebelum bercakap. I learned that very often the most intolerant and narrow-minded people are the ones who congratulate themselves on their tolerance and open-mindedness. Ada yang bergosip pasal Tasha "on off" ! Tasha baru je belajar berhijab. Baju Tasha memang sangat limited untuk hijabsters. I am still learning. Throw out any words about me as you want. I know myself better. This is between me and Him. Have faith. 

Love, Tasha.

Saturday, August 3, 2013


Assalamualaikum, I will be babbling about friendship today.

A best friend isn't someone who's just always there for you. Its someone who understands you a bit more than you understand yourself. I used to have this "someone" but now she can't be that "someone" anymore. A dude took her away from me and she chose him over our friendship. What can I say ? I cried for a year and now I am tired. I don't really miss her now, I just miss our memories.

I miss this someone . We were young and crazy. Pernah sekali we were rushing for an event and we brushed our teeth in the car ala-ala gaya Mr Bean. Hey, that was fun ! Dan sekali tu we were so bored di dalam mall. Kami ikut je siapa-siapa yang attractive then buat-buat pengsan. Kami berlakon buta dan tengok reaksi orang. and and wait....... I can't do this. This "someone' is my past, my mistake.

Whatever, I know I am strong enough to handle these mixed feelings I'm having now. Things will get better In Shaa Allah. Cuti sem October ni saya akan jumpa balik semua kawan lama. Kalau semua ini masih belum terlambat, saya akan bebaskan dia dari dipermainkan lelaki itu.

Dear awak, pergilah sebarkan fitnah. Suatu hari, awak akan sedar siapa kawan sebenar awak. Saya tunggu, saya tunggu. Sekarang pun, ramai dah nampak apa lelaki tu buat dekat awak, Macam-macam benda jahat. Awak seorang je yang belum tahu. Ibu awak sendiri tak suka lelaki itu tapi awak dah suka kan, He gave you "everything" la kononnya. Enough said.

Tasha <3

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Muhd Aizat Amdan


Tasha <3

Semester 3 is a mess =(

Assalamualaikum guys, semester 3 is a mess for me.  Enough said. Why and why ? I will tell you a story.

My best friend left me for some reasons. I remember she said “Tasha, you’ve changed.” No doubt guys, people changed, so does she. I can’t be Tasha I used to be. I have to change. I learn how to dress up like a teenage girl, I put some make up on my face like my other masscommer girl friends.  I love my wedges. Physically changed but I’m still me. My family still recognize me so I don’t think I‘ve changed THAT MUCH.

So I found this guy. Let’s just call him nana. Nana was my number 1 best friend. I gave him my trust but he gave me a bunch of lies. Yes, he broke my fragile heart. HE IS A JERK ! Dia tinggalkan masalah and I have to settle things up ! Thanks a lot Nana. You backstabbed me, you gave me troubles and you gave me “awesome” experiences  that I WILL NEVER FORGET.

First kantoi, dia curi Iphone classmate dia. Kitaorang maafkan dia and actually we helped him to change. Dia kata family dia tak beri duit. Kalau lepak, kitaorang tak pernah minta duit dia. Tak kisah la pasal background family. Bagi kitaorang, kawan susah senang semua sekali. Then satu hari tu, semua pasal dia terkantoi. Pasal duit yang hilang, purse, kereta yang kononnya dia punya, dia berhutang keliling pinggang dan banyak lagi. Saya terkena tempias, busuk sekejap la nama saya semua sebab Nana.

But its okay, he is not my only “best friend” I have.  Jay, Hamsty, Fau Fau and others are still here for me. 
Semester 3 is still a mess for me. I didn’t get to be part of Komed (masscomm) since they said “Tasha. you banyak sangat commitment..” I was sad to be honest but remember “setiap benda berlaku ada hikmahnya” Yes and yes, I can finally focus on my Teater club (sepresi) and Kebudayaan. I went for the interview for MT kebudayaan, In Shaa Allah I’m gonna be part of them.  Pray for me okay guys ?

I skipped a lot of classes this semester . I get A LOT OF MC, I am super weak, selalu sangat demam. Anyway, I finished up my assignments on time and luckily, I get awesome group mates. Thank you  Syila, Jaido, Afiq, Haziq and others.

NOW THE GOOD NEWS. Alhamdulillah I get an offer to be haaa model for this magazine and all because they love my long legs. HAHA ! Anyway I am not sure about that yet because I love teater more than anything. My life is for teater ! Semester ini , puteri raja untuk teater "Bota" and Bawang putih untuk teater "Legasi". Watak baik ! HABISLAH ! Tapi akan ada pementasan “Syaitan Dalam Bahaya” di Shah Alam soon ! Yes yes ! Watak jahat =3

Oh ya, do mention @HnnhHA if you are interested with the batwing top and @faceartshoes if you are interested with the shoes.

Tasha <3

Monday, April 29, 2013

29/3/2013 People Changed

Click on Generasi Sekarang 4 to watch my latest video =)

Generasi Sekarang 4

Assalamualaikum, semua sihat ? Time flies and you did not realize that slowly you've changed. Don't worry if there are a lot of people who have started to avoid or ignore you. Be who you wanna be. Tinggalkan aktiviti-aktiviti yang tidak berfaedah awak pernah praktikan dahulu. Pasti akan ada halangan dan cabaran, hadapi dengan tabah, jangan mengeluh. Salah faham akan selalu berlaku. they know your name, not your stories. Mereka tidak kenal awak, dan masa yang kita ada tidak cukup untuk tunjukkan diri kita yang sebenar kepada setiap manusia yang wujud di dunia ini. Chase over your dreams.

Gambar di atas bersama sahabat-sahabat teater saya. So I have planned out everything. What I'm gonna be in next 5 years. I remember every single of them who helped me to achieve my dreams, who's there for me when I need a listener. Dugaan ? Ada, banyak sekali seperti orang yang saya paling sayang di dunia ini melemparkan fitnah dan buang saya dari hidup dia sebab salah faham yang berlaku. Itulah yang paling pedih. Tapi saya dah berjaya kurangkan kesakitan itu, kawan-kawan, ahli keluarga, semuanya membantu sedikit sebanyak.

Cuti sem kali ini, saya kurangkan masa untuk lepak dengan "kawan-kawan". Tired with some of them who I call hypocrites. Saya banyak menghabiskan masa di rumah, banyak aktiviti boleh kita buat di rumah, vlog, membaca buku-buku motivasi, tulis skrip untuk teater, belajar main alat muzik, habiskan lesen kereta saya, melayari internet, work out, tengok movie dan yang paling penting luangkan masa bersama ahli keluarga.

Tasha <3

no one can do it =.=