Not alone but feel lonely? I understand you. I used to have a lot of best friends, stick to the quote "best friends forever". Somehow, things have changed, they have changed. and I've changed too. Things just happened and I do believe in "things happened for reasons". Friends? They come and leave, a fact that all of us need to accept and obey. I guess, I am not mature enough yet to decide who are my truly best friends because I trust and care too much about those who I thought my best friends but actually, they treated me as a friend with benefits. I am just too tired. I choose to be happy because life is short and I don't want to waste any of my time anymore.